have i mentioned that i hate this damn job..lol. i went home yesterday after 2 hours because i wasnt really feeling good. i could of stayed but i just didnt feel like it.it was a combination of not feeling so good, depression, and just having alot on my mind. and hearing the phone ringing for another 6 hours just wasnt cutting it for me so ya i ( Read more... )

ok im bored and im at work. i hate this job with a passion and i have about a month left here. and then i'll get my life back. i just hate being stuck in this office all day sitting down and being quiet, im too young for this shit. well i think so. i just want to be loud and go where ever the hell i want to. ya i'll miss the money, but i'll still ( Read more... )

so..next sat we're supposed to have a party and i had planned on getting FUCKED up to the point of no return ( Read more... )

me, carrie and gianna went to see Avril Lavigne in concert last night. she actually impressed me. when i usually see her perform on tv she sounds a mess. but last night she sounded really really good. i was like go ahead girl. but im not even a really big fan but i like some of her music. leading up to the concert i was like..why the hell did i ( Read more... )

ok i feel stupid for having these feelings that ive had before for someone in the past. i dont know where they came from either. it was just like BAM! out of knowwhere and i dont know what it is or what it means. i mean things are not the same and i know they never will be. that was the past. and now we're in the future and we cant go back and ( Read more... )

have you ever had these really strong feelings in your stomach like a mixture of nervousness, happiness, and like your so love. your with that certain someone and just having them next to you makes you go crazy. and then you wake up and realize it was just a dream but it felt so fuckin' real ( Read more... )

we're all gonna die. these next 4 years are gonna be hell

for some reason this morning i woke up with no problem and for some reason i was excited and hyper, but i dont really know why. i thought it was gonna be a good day. but thats already been proven wrong ( Read more... )

this past saturday was freakin crazy. i had so much fun. i went with my cousins to a haunted house downtown. we didnt really wanna go but we had free tickets so we said fuck it and went. this one room scared the hell out of me and my 14 yr old cousin. we were the first ones in line and as soon as we turn the corner this crazy ass insane bitch is ( Read more... )