"So now I'm all by myself. As I've always felt. I'll betray my self, to anyone. Anyone, but you ( Read more... )

I am sitting in my room right now, eating cheese and crackers. Enjoying my high. I have been hiding out in my room for days now. No longer is the living room the hot spot in the house. Ha. Anyhow, today Ralf went with his friends to see Opeth, so I went to Heather's for the cook out her and Andy were hosting. There were a handful of people there, ( Read more... )

So did you all see the previous entry bfore this one? Apparantly Kurt's love for me was taken to the grave. I always knew we'd fall in love if we ever met.xxx ( Read more... )

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i don't want to set fire to the future when all i have to hold close are the ashes of the past.

hello new old friend.
(i didnt think you'd remember me,
who would've known that all these years you've been waiting for me to call.)

goodbye to my resolutions.

and how have you all been?
x

now here's a girl who's pale ( Read more... )

i feel down. god, i feel worthless. and un used. since i haven't eaten in weeks, now that we have gone grocery shopping and have tons of food, i won't eat. my body has been trained to no food vitamins minerals, only narcotics, water and small amounts of carbohydrates. just enough to stay alive ( Read more... )

these are for all you Meeces lovers <3
enjoy.


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And I said, "I want to be something beautiful."
I want to be something so beautiful, it will hurt you to watch me die.


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I will never forget how it all ended ( Read more... )