*sigh*

[atrayu]

No one got that, did they. My little blue knife looked -very- appealing to me that night, though I've never gone that route. No one wants to drink with me, so I can't go that route for a night, either. Guess I'll have to settle for Celexa. I'll be starting that in mid-late December, maybe. Getting paid tonight, and I have nothing to spend some

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[crazydrunkjoe]

Hey, amy and i want to drink with you! im sorry that things are that bad for you right now...i know how that feels to be so low that things like a knife, or bottle of pills, or a high place all "look good" but trust me, its not worth it. Life may suck, but its not worth ending. i hope the Celexa helps you, i know paxil made me worse...but it did help for a while. Sometimes, just getting away from things helps too. So, with that id say that you can come stay over here if you need, i have a spare bed that i can give you, im sure amy would let you stay there. If you just need somewhere to go that isnt your own place.

so yes, also make sure you can hang out the 12th *thumbs up*

^_^

[atrayu]

I'm tellin' ya.. I don't know. It's work that would be in the way of me hanging out, and I can't cancel on work.

And thanks for your offer. Work keeps me here though. Or I'd be in Alaska right now visiting family.

[atrayu]

Why did it fucking underline work? I don't want that fucking done!!

[atrayu]

Nope, with my parents and brother. I would save up to become mo-bile before I got an appartment, probably, despite how badly I want to live elsewhere.

you

[anonymous]

hmm, just wanted to let you know someone some where at any given time loves you, even if they dont show it. think about that.

kevin

Re: you

[atrayu]

Thank you Kevin :)