Disappointments always arrive on Mondays

[atroxadvena]

I am a little less than content with life, go figure... why else would i write in here if not? School is sucking the fucking life out of me. I am beginning another lapse of depression, and i am very discontent. I had a notion last night on my way home, if i can't have a career doing what i want to do (art) then i don't know if there will be a me

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[anonymous]

Don't quit college, Jess...as many times as I sat and watched in wonder as you drew wonderful pictures on your computer and marveled in awe (and not just a twinge of jealousy) at your ability to make entire worlds with nothing more than pencil and paper, I always knew you were the real mccoy...

To quit now, when you're so damn close to completion...LUNACY...

I cried on the inside on your graduation day from high school...I was so damn PROUD of you to have thumbed your nose at all those bastards at Graham and kept going, even with all the shit you had to put up with and as many times as I wanted to comfort you, but knew you'd resent the hell out of me for doing so, I knew you'd make it...

You did it for nobody but YOURSELF...don't let anyone or anything keep your from attaining all that you dream...

[atroxadvena]

When i get the blues... i say what i mean at the time. But i am over that now, things have been made clear to me you might say... for once it is a good thing. Diffenately won't be quitting school anytime soon, 3 months to go... besides that just because i hate the goddamn place that won't keep me from saying goodbye to it with diploma in hand.