It's about time i made a real post....

[atrugambit]

There's still something about a full moon that just changes my mood. I felt alive tonight. I know it's but a brief moment in time, but lately I just feel as though I've been trapped. Now I'm not complaining, because I am better off than a lot of people, but I'm not where I want to be, and I need to change that. I am honest with myself, but

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[sxeraven]

"Why can't you ever say what's on your mind?"

"Why can't you stop saying what's on yours?"

*G* Joaquin Phoenix is my hero.

[jiahua]

Whats going on Ray? I'm kinda worried about you now. Then again you've been pushing me awaya nd i just don't feel like fighting with ya right now. If you wnat to talk tell me okay.

grow up

[anonymous]

Dear Child

Re: grow up

[atrugambit]

You have the audacity to call me an immature little shit? "Dear Child", is this how you get your jollies? Going about scouring the online journals for something to rant on? Or do you know one of my friends and have decided to come on and try to pick a fight? Honestly, it doesn't matter. I never said I havent gotten beaten to a pulp in my past. The events I've gone though have only allowed me to have the strength to endure. Life and not wanting to go on? Nowhere in that post does it say that I don't want to go on. If anything that post is an afirmation of live and a rediscovery of what I've been missing as of late. I didn't say I don't like being Two Faced. It's how society runs itsself. I said I was unsure if the particular image I portray is what's best for the people around me. No, I do not mock martyrs or self sacrifice, I was saying that I've spent a good amount of time in my life sacrificing what I want for the good of others. For the most part a fairly "noble" ideal, but there does have to be a time where one stops

Re: grow up

[phenixshallrise]

Where's that sign we all know and love to show this ass what we mean?