at some point... i need to speak with a few of you. hopefully it wont be, but it might be the last time. if ya care, come find me. if you dont, i'll find you.
well.. came to a rather disturbing and depressing conclusion recently.. not sure i want ot post it here because its something that has to do with you anyway. then again, i dont post it here, and it'll tear at me like i let everything else do i suppose.
as much as i complain, the pain is neccessary. i'd be nice to have somebody to help me deal or forget for a time, but the pain, must be there. it lets me know i'm alive it keeps me alive. it makes me feel, and fight on. this guy, lives on pain.