got a new xanga. same name as this...and thats what ill be using more than likely...whenever it is ill actually update. you kids take care.

<3vic

hey did you know in 3 weeks as of yesterday im heading back up to PA...moreso MD but whatev. oh vic and allison time is on a-gain ( Read more... )

hey i dont have the internet, thus...im never online ( Read more... )

i keep having these weird dreams about brandon and ill just wake up and lay here and think. and ya know what thinking in the middle of the night does? nothing good...plus it prevents my ass from sleeping. ive worried over little things that in some ways have turned into bigger things in my mind. my heart tells me one thing then my mind goes and ( Read more... )

ive been laying here thinking for a while. about well..everything. i have this ache in the bottom of my heart and i dunno what it is really. i think ive cleared my mind enough to sleep now though...ill prolly post about it later but for now i need some fricken sleep.

later bitches.

theres a smile
      on my face 
 and its 2:55 am

i love allison ( Read more... )

LMAO ( Read more... )

lmao...people crack me up.
and my LJs about to be friend's only.
people make shit outta nothing...really.
i dunno what else to say.
minus theres prolly a whole lotta slander going on.
so like omg fuck that! like totally!
ive got like REAL problems going on not to deal with like high school drama.
ps..everything isnt always about you.
later bitches.

so the entry about me hating people...has really been brought to life. have you ever felt your heart fall to the floor and then realized you were on your knees crying? i knew something was wrong when my dad called to say he wasnt picking me up at the airport but that mom and will were. i figured the family would be together to welcome me home and ( Read more... )