The mercurical nature of emotion.
I just finished writing a very depressed, anxious entry (about depression and paranoia) that is rather confusing and redundant - especially the first part. I decided to keep it private, fearing that I would be accused of whining, along with being incomprehensible.... And then I get a digital fly-by flirting from my gf, and all of a sudden, things are good again. *shakes head* I don't expect it to last, but I do expect to be able to hold it as a shield (or maybe a warm blanket) against my irrationalities (since I don't think I have positive ones, I don't bother to specify...).
So I am feeling better - the girl I love flirts with me, and I feel valued. It's still early in the day, and I've already gotten some work done, and even plan to do more (though not necissarily paid work - I have a lot of my own stuff to do). Such as activating my new phone... It has a camera, so I can be more visually obnoxious here... I think.
And I have just upgraded my smellular phone - we'll see if I can actually get it to work. So, for the moment, the day is better.
So I am feeling better - the girl I love flirts with me, and I feel valued. It's still early in the day, and I've already gotten some work done, and even plan to do more (though not necissarily paid work - I have a lot of my own stuff to do). Such as activating my new phone... It has a camera, so I can be more visually obnoxious here... I think.
And I have just upgraded my smellular phone - we'll see if I can actually get it to work. So, for the moment, the day is better.