my mood is low at the moment. i cut once earlier. i never write that in here anymore, if i do, i wont write it. i keep writing songs and i just look as it as a waste of paper. i want to do something i want to just scream and let it go but i cant find anyway to do it. all this work from school is too much, i can't concentrate in the lessons, let ( Read more... )

i didnt go into school today. i don't know but i just felt bad ( Read more... )

my website is back up. go visit :)

i had family therapy today it really sucked. really bad. i just sat there for an hour not saying anything, i got to see everyone from hospital though<3 it was so good seeing them again ( Read more... )

the gig was FUCKING amazing. seriously.

before the gig started we managed to rob some posters heh which are pretty neat. and meet matt from TSL :) he's so nice<3 and i bought a FATA hoddie zip up thing which rocks ( Read more... )

hey in 2 hours i'm leaving to see... FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES , THE STARTING LINE & THE REUNION SHOW. wooooooohoooo. with my love hannnnnah!

yeeaah. new colors<3 i actually like theese ones.

i've been upset again. i'm really starting to hate myself again. i hate everything about myself. i started crying for no reasons at all sometimes, i get pissed off with things so easily and feel like screaming. i want to self harm so much, and i feel so bad as i have been regulary and i feel so dumb, i just want to keep doing it but dont aswell ( Read more... )

i was discharged from hospital today! YAY!

'you break my heart into a thousand pieces... and you say its because its deserve better NO SHIT SHERLOCK'

yyeeaaahhh im going to see from autumn to ashes, the reunion show and the starting line on june 3rd. YEAAAH. you know it bitch!

tomorrow is going to suck, i have 4 lessons in school. i hate that thing. some people, meaning adi and his gay lover jake (im not even joking) have been leaving messages slagging me off in random guestbooks. how clever. major losers.