Abundant Life

Sep 22, 2005 19:54


I haven't felt really good today... I'm not really sure why. I thought I was going to pass out at band... I mean, I've never felt so light headed from playing trumpet before. It was crazy.

I really just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I'm just sick of being alive. But I know my mission here isn't over...really, its never began. And I won't ( Read more... )

pour it out

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_living_for_him September 23 2005, 02:01:45 UTC
I'm really sorry that you feel so... whatever the word may be.
But it's so weird how you posted about this today because I have been thinking about the exact same thing today. I was so sick of myself today.. like on the way to 5th pd. I was just praying that God could forgive me for ignoring Him. I felt so bad. When I got into 5th pd I was just praying the whole class period. I'll explain the whole story to you later because it's really kinda long. lol But I feel the same way. I'll be praying for you! I ♥ ya!!

God Bless!

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southern_heart0 September 23 2005, 02:09:45 UTC
I know exactly (well, maybe not exactly...but close) what you mean. I feel like I'm falling short a lot of times up here in witnessing to people and I have had more people tell me that they look up to me now than ever. I don't deserve it and I wish that people could see that I am full of dark dirtiness like they are. Don't get me wrong, it's good to have a role model or even a Christian friend to look up to...just don't put them on a pedestal. God bless you and you are always in my prayers hon. I love you!

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Hey! hollister_chic1 September 23 2005, 02:49:43 UTC
Hey!
David! i love you! You are an awesome way awesome Christian i can't tell you that enough. I look up to you! way much! your faith amazes me everyday! Ur l/j i always look at ur updates and am like "if only i was more like that!" ur a gr8 friend and a wonderful person! God is super proud of you! I am here anytime you need me! I really hope that your feeling better! Life is a gift from God! Amen!
U are so caring and loving and always looking to help someone and that is something to be very very proud of! I am super duper duper proud of you! i know i said that 900 times but i really mean it.

1 Thessalonians 3:9 NIV

HOW can we thank God enough for you in return for all the joy we have in the presence of our God because of you?

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remember....Deuteronomy 31:6 purple_turtle77 September 23 2005, 18:41:18 UTC
we're all sinners.

all christians feel dirty and unworthy at some point in their faith...we all have weaknesses, but God gives us the the stength to overcome those weaknesses. you should never feel unworthy! He died for all of us, and he knew exactly who he was dying for. he doesn't ask us to be sinless, he only asks that we try our best to avoid it.

it's great that you're a role model for other christians, david! it's an outstanding honor. i know it can be scary b/c we are not all the perfect christians we wish to be, but everyone needs to understand that each of us have our faults. we can only pray about them, and hope to improve ourselves with the strengh God gives us to grow in his love.

i'll pray that you overcome the slump you're experiencing!
keep your chin up. =)

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cortneygurl8904 September 23 2005, 21:08:24 UTC
I love you and I know that it will be okay. Im always hear for you if you need me. I honestly dont know where I would be without you, even if your not a "perfect christian" I wouldnt be where I am without you.

one time this awesome friend told me in a really hard time I was going through that i have already been forgiven for my short comings and that God understands we are human. That we arent perfect so listen to your own advice.

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