wow... the past two days at school have been LAME lol. nothing exciting at all... just going through the day on the fact that if i make it through one more hour or one more class i'll get to come home and watch movies all night. i'm not going out, i'm not talking on the phone all night.. i'm coming home, changing into something huge and comfortable ( Read more... )

well it's sunday and i still haven't been home. it's amazing how relaxed i am right now. it used to always piss me off when me and my dad would fight because he'd always just wanna walk away from it w/o a solution but now that i live with my mother i miss having time to cool off before trying to fix a problem. all my mom wants to do is scream and ( Read more... )

"the closest thing to perfect, but the farthest thing from me ( Read more... )

i want to fly away to neverland ( Read more... )

i want something real.... a good relationship. nothing stupid and week long... not something just based on the physical either. ugh... love is so hard to find these days lol... maybe i should stop looking and let it find me!!!
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comments... not necessarily on what's ^ there... someone just say something positive lol.

had fun last nite. went to lykins which was stupid as hell but everyone was there so it was ok. then went to lucy's to stay the nite but ended up at tabitha's. i don't think i've slept for more than 30 minutes yet. i guess i'll have to drag ass for a couple days at school ( Read more... )

this weekend WILL be fun or i'm giving up. hannah is coming in 2 weeks and 1 day but ya know... she'll leave. i need to WANT to get out of the house and do things. lately i've just felt like shutting off to the world. it's easy to dwell in problems and worries and change that's unwanted when you're alone and i guess i just wanna drown in that ( Read more... )

For some reason there are rumors being started about me. Most of these rumors began AFTER I moved. Now I've moved back and guess what?... the people that were SOO excited to see me back and the ones who "miss me so much" don't even fucking talk to me. According to one particular prep ass "the people I hang out with are just weird" and "people think ( Read more... )

today sucks ( Read more... )

sooo bored. i didnt go to church this morning... shame on me. someone leave a comment. anonymous or stupid just say something amusing lol!