finding my center
i did two things tonight i havent done in a while:
*cried
*wrote a poem
i almost forgot what a stress reliever both were. i get my best poems written when i am in the midst of anger or hurt or *insert other emotion here*. i love being able to just sit down and let my emotions just flow out my my head and through my finger tips and on to the screen. its kinda like that thing where no one can really keep a secreat...they have to tell ONE person or they go nuts. thats the kinda relief and less the trouble. ha.
im starting quite a nice collection of poems and possible song lyrics. i have quite a few. its taken me a while to get them, but each one is very dear to me because it is really a part of me. i dont think i am good enough to get them published because everyone thinks they are great writers and poets when in fact 90% of them suck...and i am sure i am one of them...but its a nice release for me. i want to get one of those blank hardback journal type things with a lock so i can transfer all my poems to one place. i think that would be nice.
i am especially proud of my poem. i think it would actually be a great song. *shrugs* im sure no one else really cares, but if you are interested and want to slam...i mean give your input ill be happy to show it to you...maybe.
xo.
*cried
*wrote a poem
i almost forgot what a stress reliever both were. i get my best poems written when i am in the midst of anger or hurt or *insert other emotion here*. i love being able to just sit down and let my emotions just flow out my my head and through my finger tips and on to the screen. its kinda like that thing where no one can really keep a secreat...they have to tell ONE person or they go nuts. thats the kinda relief and less the trouble. ha.
im starting quite a nice collection of poems and possible song lyrics. i have quite a few. its taken me a while to get them, but each one is very dear to me because it is really a part of me. i dont think i am good enough to get them published because everyone thinks they are great writers and poets when in fact 90% of them suck...and i am sure i am one of them...but its a nice release for me. i want to get one of those blank hardback journal type things with a lock so i can transfer all my poems to one place. i think that would be nice.
i am especially proud of my poem. i think it would actually be a great song. *shrugs* im sure no one else really cares, but if you are interested and want to slam...i mean give your input ill be happy to show it to you...maybe.
xo.