this stage of life is just so amazing to me. it really fasinates me in a way nothing ever has before. im watching myself change and starting to find out who the REAL me is and at the same time so is everyone around me, all the people my age. its just so interesting to me to see how different people react to the newfound freedom of self. i just love ( Read more... )

i looked up my astrolodgical chart and its scary just how right it ended up being. im exactly like that. crazy. if you want do to yours, the site is: http://alabe.com/freechart/ and you can ( view mine here )

i love the new directions my life is suddenly taking. i feel better than i have ever felt in my life and for the first time ive met people i can truely be myself with and they are totally ok with it. they dont judge me at all and i just feel like such a changed person ( Read more... )

there are just some times in my life i just love so much. times when i feel honestly happy and content and myself. i love feeling like that and being around people i can be myself with and they wont judge me at all. its the greatest feeling in the world.

makes life worth living on for.

god i am bored. everyone here is asleep and its 8:35 at night and i have yet to see gina come out of her room. i heard her using the phone earlier, which means she has probably been on the phone with dustin for hours. that really sucks cause i know she is supposed to go over to his house tonight and i was hoping to hang out with her before she goes ( Read more... )

( can we say bored? )

ahh its been way too long...last night was nice ( Read more... )

oh my GOD...my arms and back are KILLING me today!!! *sob* i guess i over worked out last night, but i guess that is a good sign they are finally getting a good workout. i hope so anyway...i was starting to lose all sign of muscle. lol and my lip ring is killing me...i think its irritated. its kinda swollen and sore. :( i guess i have been playing ( Read more... )

annoied....want to cry...maybe working out will get rid of that.

gina and i went and met donn's parents yesterday. they live WAAAAAAAYYY out in the boonies but its a pretty nice little place. and his parents are really cool people. very funny and friendly and laid back. plus, they know how to make a mean bbq meal. oh man...that brisket was outta sight...and he deviled eggs...id have eaten way more of those if ( Read more... )