So I got that job. BUT my parents don't want me to have it.

SO today on the way to the beach...I have to look for another job.

Today is gonna be hella tight BY THE WAY.

Job interveiw today at 3:15. I'm scared they might drug test :/

afterwards...Stephani & Nick time...hopefully.

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I can't even understand the person I am these days. I just go along with everything. I'm outspoken by everyone now. I don't choose what I want to do anymore, I have every one else do it for me. I don't choose to be that way but, it seems like that's all that's left. Let everyone make up my decisions for me and I can't pin anything on myself. I feel ( Read more... )

Today=awesome day.

last day of school until 11:50.

The beach with Richie, Cris, Adam, Christie, Erica and Rene.

Then just hang out with everyone.

I CANNOT WAIT.

p.S.
my boyfriend looks really cute when he is rollin'.

The last few days have been amazing.

I need a job.

My boyfriend is leaving next Thursday to New York for 3 weeks, I can't stop bummin out because of it.

I think I might fail one of my finals.

on a positive note...mother fuckin school is over in like 3 days.

I didnt ask for any of this but, I got it all ( Read more... )

I don't like to walk in the dark alone when I'm high.

I like the way the bass feels in Chas' jeep when I'm trippin'.

I like to know I have comfort in friends.

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So yesterday was the shit ( Read more... )

Richie and I talked until like midnight last night on the phone and I think I finally got out everything I wanted to say and he listened ( Read more... )