No one in the world will understand this entry...but I had to get it out

[atypeofevil]

Life is not always as simple as black and white or even the grey inbetween. I just want to live my life as it was..it might be wrong to another but I cant handle the thoughts that are swarming in my head..sure I may be a weak person, I might not give myself the respect I deserve, but its just me and if it makes me less of a person than so be it

Comments

[rogue_dominant]

You're right, I don't understand the content, but I empathize with the emotion involved. You ever need to talk, or need a virtual hug, you know where to find me. I'm a great listener, and if you want it, I can patronize like it's nobody's business. :-)

[atypeofevil]

Its more like emotional vomit that had been building up and building up and this was the only way I could release it...I was too confused when I was actually talking to the person to throw my own thoughts out there...but about 15 minutes after I said goodbye to him...it all just came pouring out....explain that shit...