Nov 09, 2008 01:00
Written under the smug watch of a tormenting demon in his own blood.
1. I wanted to take her one last time, make her cry out my name in the way only she could.
2. I wanted to kill every other person to enter her bed and prove that we could be faithful in a way no one will probably ever inspire her to *tear in the parchment where he stabbed the pen through the paper upon being told she has been faithful to her second husband even when he died*
3. I wanted to bring our Courts together in another place and make the Land whole, ruling as equals.
4. I wanted to teach Sloane to reign side by side with her, connected by something other than the cutting bonds we had formed.
5. I wanted to give her the second chance to have a child she will probably now never *splatter in the ink where the pen breaks as his tormentor happily tells him Mab is pregnant and carrying well*
6. I wanted to not be the one who broke my wife time and again. To hold her and be faithful and not eventually undo any healing I might have offered.
7. I wanted to live until the end of time so that I might do everything.
8. I wanted to warm the Heart of Winter.
9. I wanted to have it all.
10. I wanted her not to regret loving me.