Comments | aubreym: Skimming the surface

aubreym

Skimming the surface

Dec 03, 2012 23:31

So it's the third day of holidailies and I feel like I'm just skimming the surface. Of my brain, my life. It's not like there's nothing going on. It's not like all I think about is the kids. Maybe that's just easier ( Read more... )

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eac December 5 2012, 04:06:55 UTC

"Or that I want to make a meaningful contribution in my life time - I want to help, to heal, something more than be 'just' a mom - and I have no idea how? A lot of time I feel like I'm spinning my wheels, trying to go somewhere, but stuck in park. What am I doing with my life? How can I be approaching 40 and not know?"

I'm 42, and in this one respect it's like you're speaking for me. I find myself thinking that I could die at any minute and I"ve done nothing I really respect...