Well bad bad bad news from bubs doc. Dont want to talk about it just yet b/c all i do is cry when i think about it.

I am really tired. Havent got any sleep and i go in for surgery tomorrow. Ugh.

Better go to sleep.Take care all. Amy when are you going to have Olivia's boyfriend? Hope all goes well.

Man oh man oh man have I been a good girl for too long.But things are gonna have to change if thats how I have to be.Meaning. SOME PSYCHOTIC "MY SISTER WANNABE" NEEDS TO STOP BEING A DAMN COPYCAT. Someone needs to take back their own personality and their own traits and habits and stop trying to steal my sisters. Oh gosh I really really wish I ( Read more... )

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Holy crap I have been so busy here lately. I feel like I am always on the go. Olivia has not been feeling to good either. Her doctor said she has allergies. Which is probably likely but how can they tell this early? They started Ashton out on his medicine at 6 months. Hmm ( Read more... )

WEll I have just been miss busy body here lately. My husband had to have triple hernia surgery so that sucked because I had to be nice to him. We discovered Olivia is lactose intollerent and cant have soy so trying to get her to eat a new formula was fun.And Ashtonhas discovered how to spit so I now have to clean up his milk whenever he feels it ( Read more... )

Ok so my husband and I have made it official tonight..we are going to go to marriage counseling.I'm still not going to move back in with him for a really really really long time but we are going to give it another go.We totally jumped into this whole marriage so soon and I wouldnt have married him had I not had some feeling for him but, we just got ( Read more... )

God I am an idiot! I did it again.What was I thinking? Well I know what I was thinking but dangit I have no self control.I am going to wind up having another one hanging off my hip.Ugh help ( Read more... )

Let me try this again.Hopefully this will take you guys to her web site.

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Ok so I totally thought I could handle being around my husband without anything happening..but I can't.Oh God and it sucks so bad because I don't know if I should be ashamed or mad at myself or what.Im weak thats all I know.Can't help it.I'm not even healed up yet from Olivia what was I thinking?Oh gosh and to not even be smart about it. Shut up ( Read more... )

I am in a bad mood.

I am very emotional since I gave birth.

I am sure...I will be ashamed in the end.