Waits at the window, wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door...

[auddie]

Shit. *lowers head* Why can't I do anything right? In the end, it doesn't matter...I always turn up to be the bad guy, as usual. I try to help but it doesn't matter. No, and that's what I hate about myself. Now you have to know, I'm pretty satisfied with myself, but why do I chase things I can not control? Depression. Ha. It's a joke. Depression is

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[prettykittae]

"I got to stop being a hero, cause I'm not one. I never was and never will be one."

Hmmmmmm.... anyone who'd be at someone's side through it all and never give up on that person, is a hero in my books.:) And quite often your best friend can be your hero... because they're just always there.:)

*hugggggles* I LURVE YOU DANG IT!!! x)

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[brokenyodatoy]

I understand that you want to help your friends. I understand more than you can imagine. And I'm sure you're there for them as much as you can. But if they're choosing to (pretty much) disregard it, or not take it as someone that truly cares for them... I'm sorry to say this.. but fuck them. It's not worth you feeling bad because they don't help themselves.
You don't have to be everything to everyone. Or anyone for that matter.
I know I've said it before, but it's true.
Some people do it for attention. Maybe she is and maybe she isn't. I don't know, when I found I was really, truly, suicidally depressed, I didn't tell people about it because I didn't want to help and I just skewed in my own self-pity.
Tell her to get some goddamned meds if she has to. They can work. They're not just there for shits and giggles.

[prettykittae]

grrrrrrraaah didn't finish what I was going to say.>_O Actually... it seems someone else just pretty much said it. I was gonna say that you've done everything you could possibly do to help... but if it's just not sinking in for them then maybe they need to get their help from someone/something else. You did a good job helping, but this is something she has to take care of for herself.

Aw, Mar..

[peepotaku]

Try not to worry..I know that when one of our friend's wants to hurt themselves in any way, we feel like we have to step in and help get them out of that thought.

But sometimes, like they *points up the comment area thing* said, we may/can not do anything about it. One of my friends thought about it before and I tried to help too. Luckly, they didn't do anything, and all was well.

Anyway, try not to help too much. She may be bluffing, or not. Just try to stay neutral. And remember, your friends'll always be there for you, no matter what, so don't doubt yourself.