I’ve got a lot on my mind right now. I just finished reading this book called True Believer, by Virginia Euwer Wolff. At first I thought it's kind of weird. It’s printed like a poem with different lines, only it doesn't have any rhythm or rhyme. It’s about this girl who's growing up in a poor and dangerous environment, whose biggest dream is ( Read more... )

Love is a blinding force, I've decided that.

on the way down
i saw you and you saved me from myself
and i won't forget the way you loved me
and on the way down
i almost fell right through
but i held onto youMy shoulders are so sore. what the hell ( Read more... )

Update! wOot. Definately needed ( Read more... )

I'm so stressed right now! I got on PIN and I looked @ my Spring Semester and all my classes were gone =( I'm about to pull out my hair-the payment was paid the 13th and Purge day was the 16th~plenty of enough time for it to run through the system. Those fuckers have better not deleted my classes. I'll kill them ( Read more... )

Krystal's blog really opened my eyes. I really admire her strenght because I know if I was brought into situations like she has went through, I would be lazy and take the easy way out ( Read more... )

Is this what life is about? We train ourselves endlessly, trying to learn more and more of the things that we do not naturally know. We all claim to have an identity and categorise things into classes of superficiality and the real me, yet who are we really?

We are the dream that we have of ourselves. That person we all wish we were and we strive ( Read more... )

Ok. It is offical. I suck. I have drank for the past 3 days in a row, and this the second day in a row to pull an all-nighter. I suck. I just finished off 7 shots of expresso. I don't even like coffee-BUT-I'm desperate. I just know myself and I know how I get when I haven't had sleep, because when I do sleep, I SLEEP and it's like all effin' day. ( Read more... )

SO-I pulled an all nighter. The fact that I drank a little didn't help either & I'm still feeling the affects from Saturday =/
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A group of us went to Winslow for the Midnight Breakfast. I thought I was hungry but I was feeling sick(still) and eating wasn't an option. Afterwards, we headed to The Log to study.We got somestudying in. Around 2 ( Read more... )

YES! My phone SUCKS. It is acting all stupid and it doesn't alert me when someone calls. If anyone tried to call me yesterday~sorry ( Read more... )

We are born into a world where we need to stand and walk alone in our real lives, and even if we denounce facade and protest superficiality and wish to be rid of insecurity, we still find new ways to pretend to be ourselves; and eventually these worlds of pretend become the true, and our real life becomes the false ( Read more... )