i know i'm crying right now because it's late, and i should be asleep and it was an emotional night but you know that welling up of sadness that get you right in the throat? yeah, it's awful isn't it? like summer shows are usually emotional for me, but tonight was just hard, harder still probably b/c of hitting another low point with steve. i felt ( Read more... )

no no, i'm not going to be jealous of all the girls who got roses from their fiances or boyfriends, or dads or brothers, or good guy friends, the roses that are currently lining our hallway or being carried across campus, or the girl that has a limo outside Harker waiting for her, uh uh, it's just fine that my mailbox was empty when i ran to open ( Read more... )

sooo...i don't know. it was a little strange. i guess he was pretty stressed out and tired and then a friend sat down with us with one of his friends,which was fine i guess. just a lot of silence...maybe i'm just used to guys that are louder than me. then we got to talking about one of our classes and the conversation went smoothly from there ' ( Read more... )

so i wrote this long post about an update on life, and livejournal made it disappear, never to be seen again. so let's see if i can recap ( Read more... )

A letter to the editor in response to a letter to the editor. You'll get the gist from what I address.

Dear Editor,

I am writing in response to Miss O'Dell's commentary on Peter Cava's article on Ani DiFranco's new album. While I acknowledge Miss O'Dell's shared opinion with the community that is turned off by DiFranco's often harsh outspokenness ( Read more... )

oh yes, and today is the 40th anniversary of The Beatles arriving in the states. haha, i beat all the other Beatlemaniacs I know to announcing this.

check it out...

http://www.cnn.com/2004/SHOWBIZ/Music/02/05/beatles.40/index.html

well, no better than ezra today. instead - studying. but tomorrow, tomorrow is the potluck. will be bringing a much smaller crowd, might just be me and addison, but the company is what i'll be looking forward to all day today.

i could definitely get to like this.

I am making brown plywood and foam nailed together look like a gorgeous mahogany grand four poster bed. I rock as scenic chief! And, I'm covered in paint.

okay, someone remind me to never stay out till 3 on a tuesday again. oh yeah, and no more smoking. i feel awful today. and i'm skipping two classes. :cp