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I am once ashamed of who I am.

I just recieved a phone call about 5 minutes ago, from Elaine. She sounded just fine. I just got out of the shower... for some reason I knew she was going to call... but not for the horrible reason she did call for.

My friend Zak Griffin is dead. Dead. As in, I will never see him again. Ever. I met Zak when I was in

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[theoneontheleft]

I am so sorry. That is truely terrible. :( I'm sending you much love right now.

Don't feel that way. When I found out my cousin Jill died, I thought my mom was joking too. It's nothing to fee... ASHAMED of. It's a normal reaction, for the most part. And I don't think it matters if you're not crying, because really, it's quite clear that you CARE and are affected by this. That really is what matters.

[angels_elegy]

Oh my god, Amanda...Don't be upset at yourself. There is no way you could have done anything, and some people just don't cry. My friend flet the same way when her dad died...Because she was just so shocked...She laughed. You laughed because you had the memory of some funny kid, and that isn't news you hear everyday...You didn't take anything for granted...

[kein_tanzen]

i probably would be the same way.
i probably would have laughed.
maybe we just dont have any sympathy. thats what my mom tells me.
"Alena, you have no sympathy for ANYONE." and maybe she's right.
maybe i dont.

[andreatobrazil]

I'm so sorry, Amanda. That's...I've never lost a friend. I've lost relatives, but I've never lost a friend. I wish I could relate. I wish I could make you feel better. I wish I could tell you something other than bad things happen to people who don't expect them. If it's any consolation at all, or if it'll help a bit at least, I got you something tonight when I saw Ben, and I'd really like to send it to you.

[recordz]

don't hate yourself Amanda. You couldn't do anything to save him.
It's obviously a big shock so just be strong.

xxx.