see jan 10 post

everything is so ruined

i was so fun then...

i was a free spirit, i laughed a lot

life is too hard

i hate everything a'gjs
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ugh je veux mourir dajggdiou gadfpfdigu

i hate everything

lonely, i'm so lonely

i dont know what to do

I remember one time in elementary school during recess, I was standing on the blacktop, and it was freezing outside, and there was a girl standing near me and her hands were outside the sleeves of her coat, and they were red from the cold.  I saw them and I took my gloves off and put them in my pocket....