i adore my housemates, this summer has been absolutely incredible so far. they are the most spontaneous, positive bunch and a joy to live with. we are all reading the same book series at the moment and we all gab about it afterward and we all run off to play racquetball at least once a day. this week: "That's a Smore-e" was a huge success complete ( Read more... )

Since life kills love
Why should we not seek death?
Wrench back the selfish parts
And leave the rest behind (closed eyes)
Expect more lonely ones who forget to expect less
For that our ghosts don’t come to life
should not be a surprise; but is,
Grinding, we are mortar we are shapeless
Bones indistinct from skin
It is the coldest place I’ve ever

confession: i always have great expectations

i realized tonight that classifying failed opportunities as "bad timing" is a poor excuse.

everyone has their secrets, skeletons, ghosts, and shadows

and instead of letting them burn at your chest, eating you alive...

just spit them out.

i was pulled over by a motorcycle cop today on my way home from babysitting. i was late for class and was speeding. i was going 14 miles over the speed limit but i must have looked terrified because he let me off with a warning. i am now the only girl in my house still underage so my roomies are all going to the bars tonight for christine's ( Read more... )

Your hands are deserts
Starving for water
Stolen from your mouth

i have to write 27 pages and take 4 tests before next Monday
usually i would be a little miffed about this...
but i'm walking on sunshine and everything is going to work out just fine.

i am falling pretty quick for a mountain man
i can't wait for this weekend.

i live with Nurse Ratched and Mother Superior.

the radio gods shined a little light on me tonight
and everything is going to be alright

if you can't be with the one you love,
love the one you're with.

a tree moves on a painted hill ( Read more... )

a pencil flossing away the corner tiles
peeling paint from a gutter fire
piercing every side of a liar

i have been in a fierce mood lately. my heroes sold out and my loves chickened out. after this flash in the pan dies, i feel that something is about to happen. i am living on the cusp.