i just got off of the phone with brendan. i feel horrible. it just wasnt working... he's been gone all summer, and so many things happened and so many things changed... for example, i got into college while he was gone and he didnt even find out until 3 days later. and i sort of learned how to deal with things without him and to live without him ( Read more... )

Last night was fun. Me and a few of my friends went over to the Junction so I could play at oopen mic night and I asked taylor to come too and to maybe play too. I went there to play before because oen mic nights used to be wednesdays, but it was so dark inside and i found out they had JUST moves it to tuesdays! (which is just my luck. lol) and ( Read more... )

I finally found out that I got into UCF! Now I'm just looking at appartments and I'm really excited because all of my friends that are there found out that I was coming and they called me all excited, which made me not scared anymore!

My voice is finally better so I can play at open mic nights again :)

I'm sad that I'm gonna be leaving my friends, ( Read more... )

arg! i desperately need to vent right now. brendan, joe, and i met up with gabby and eric at bennigins (however you spell it) and we saw our 2 managers there. so i went out to say hi and ended up sitting down with them for like 20 minutes just talking about different stuff. and then the inevitable work subject came up and they were asking if i was ( Read more... )

I never realized how much I enjoy being the mother at parties.

But tonight, instead of staying if my friends are too drunk and need someone to take care of them, I needed to go because I've been sick for this whole week that brendan's been back and I want to get better before he leaves again tuesday. we didnt even go parasailing today like we ( Read more... )

WELLLL my music wont be done quite yet, even though it should have aready been finished. Nick (the guy I'm recording with) is too lazy to make time to get into the studio because things have been going so well for his band that he just wants to do whatever he wants. And i'm really excited that they got signed this week to Universal Records.. like ( Read more... )

Today was the scariest day of my life and I'm just glad that I'm alive because I honestly thought we were gonna die... I know it sounds a little dramatic!.. but I promise I was really that scared!

Brendan and I took his boat out today because he's leaving to Michigan for 3 weeks tomorrow and we thought it would be fun to do before he leaves. So when ( Read more... )

I definately got a new guitar and I'm so excited!

And the best part is... my parents let me keep my old one instead of trading it in which is also awesome because it is my love.

So now I finally have one to play at gigs because my new one plugs in... AND ITS BEAUTIFUL. I can't get over it... I'm so stoked.

I played it at an open mic night at Cafe ( Read more... )

sooo today i was doing my parents a favor because they couldnt take my dog to the animal hospital, so even though i had to work at 3, i took her at noon. she's been sick and having (its gross to say) the runs and she's been limping since yesterday so i put her in my car and started to drive all the way to the largo animal hospital because i guess ( Read more... )

tonight was my brother's wedding and it was beautiful, i'm so excited to have a sister and i'm so glad that they found each other because they're so perfect together. I was set of up to sing "They Prayer" and "The Lord's Prayer" at their wedding, but before it started, I went to practice in the church and I couldn't even start singing "the prayer" ( Read more... )