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Jan 25, 2008 11:15

Self evaluation and discovery can be painful, scary and a slap in the face of reality. As i said in yesterdays post i was feeling a bit jealous and left out when Sarah went out without me. Now...why did i feel this way...i know she loves me...i know she would never hurt my feelings...so why am i jealous that she has "other" friends. It all goes ( Read more... )

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opheliadickwell January 25 2008, 23:45:27 UTC
My first Master used to say that really smart women were more inclined to worry too much. In my case, he said that I would "regurgitate" (ie; over-analyze) something to death. Personally, I think it's an inborn method of quality improvement. :)

If I had it to do over, I'd have stopped being such a slave to my pussy, gotten a backbone and not taken so much shit off the men I was involved with. lol

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sarahlove27 January 26 2008, 07:13:14 UTC
Jealousy is hard. Harder still when you really love the person. But I think that there are degrees of jealousy. There is just flat out I hate you and wish you would move to Africa and get you nasty ass out of my life and there is damn I wish I could give the person I love what THAT person has to offer. I guess I am learning that it is not how you feel but what you do about it. It felt so good to be able to sit down and talk about this with you. Communication with you is one of the things I LOVE it is amazing to me how we can help each other grow. You have helped me a lot not only from the aid that you give me in my own growth but also in being able to watch you process the things that you are learning about you.

Remember as C says: Well, you need to get over that!"

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teachmeplz January 28 2008, 12:58:31 UTC
I think you are an amazing woman. Every time I see you, no matter what is going on in your life, there is joy in your eyes and a smile on your face and a hug waiting for me in your arms. You can never be replaced. You are U, as in Unique. *hugs*

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