So I've been messaging back and forth with my ex (see previous post). I have a HUGE habit of reading to much into things but I've really trying not to this time. I've lightly dismissed his sentence about thinking of my pouty face making him smile. I've actively disregarded his remembering a random, pet term for the weird way I sneeze (butterfly ( Read more... )

I am waaaaaaaaay to addicted to Gawker.com.

Literary Idiocy

They say that men always regret/fantasy about the one they could never have; with women it's the one they could have but let go of ( Read more... )

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Now I am sad. And sick ( Read more... )

Ok. So last night was probably a mistake. I feel like hell.

I've been home for alittle while now. No creepy hospital stay for me. I'm tired and sore but ok.

I'll get back to you all agin later.

Thanks for the love.

So my surgery is finally today. You know, when a hospital says something needs to be "rushed" it still going to take two months. I slept very badly. Kept having dreams about secret societies, a need for me to be holding semi-automatic guns and driving around in circles. Oh, and alot of people drowning. I think I'm alittle more nervous than I ( Read more... )

I was thrilled when they asked me to write the liner notes for the CD release of the seminal 60s band, The ( Read more... )

I was never afraid of the doctor's when I was younger. If anything, their authoritative manner and confident smiles was comforting to me. These were 'smart people'. They were 'educated'. They knew exactly what was wrong and they were going to make it all better. Not even the worst of procedures or shots could shake my belief in my all-knowing ( Read more... )