I'm such a wimp. My amazingly sweet boyfriend is flying me down to Fort Lauderdale so I can have a total of 24 hours with him and instead of having butterflies about seeing him I'm sick over the possibility of flight complications. First time flying by myself and the idea of my layover being 45 minutes and finding my way around Atlanta terrifies me ( Read more... )

You kissed my lips like I was catching a flight
I said if I’m honest I fell for you that first night
If I’m honest I fell for you that first night

All I’ve waited for has come true
To be young and dumb and in love
With you, you, you, you
She’s not like any other girl

Over a year ago I never thought I'd be able to walk the sidewalks of my own school without remorse. I guessed myself to be weak and had an incomprehensible fear of letting go. Walking away was failing and failing meant it was obvious I had a big mistake. I wanted to prove to everyone and myself I hadn't messed up a ton of people's lives for some ( Read more... )

Con of professors knowing your name and face ( Read more... )

There's not much of a point when I've been elaborating on this feeling much lately. Because honestly even as I type these words my fingers tremble a little. Isn't there some type of writers curse or something? Or some rule in an ancient book somewhere foreboding the minute you express exactly how lucky and happy you are the relationship falls apart ( Read more... )

Carrie: Because, dear friend, you and I are like that red wall. It's a good idea in theory, but somehow it doesn't quite work.

Today has been a really bad day. Like the kind where I'm sitting on my couch and refusing to move farther than my front door. I'm even forfeiting my figure and wallet by ordering Chinese takeout that will be delivered hopefully in the next hour or so ( Read more... )

Oh holy disgusting my aparment smells like a cheap cherry scented hooker. Its nauseating to say the least. I wish the carpet cleaners would've given me a chance to opt out of the scent sensation ( Read more... )

I hate how you make me unable to hate you. I hate how you frustrate me, piss me off and then a minute later make me over it. Even when I'm mad I can't stay that way for long. I cannot hold a grudge or hold my ground for the principial of the fight because you make me forget why I'm fighting. Even when I am at my worst and want to scream within 5 ( Read more... )

I purposely avoided anything with caffeine after 9 this morning. The first night is always the hardest which means I will have an isssue getting to sleep soundly tonight. I know it sounds pathetic because I'm whining like the only woman who has to be separated from their boyfriend for lengths of time. But the feeling just sucks. There's no eloquent ( Read more... )