I cant stop eating. Whenever my life starts to get stressful I fill the feeling of my stomach turning with food. This has got to stop

He crashed his truck into a building early this morning. He went out drinking for a friends birthday last night (thank you facebook/fuck you dick friends for letting your friend drive WASTED/ but its not their fault, kramer made the dumbest mistake of his life) and he knew I had to drop Liam off to him at 8am because I had class all day until 6pm. ( Read more... )

Ive been crying all afternoon and evening. I went over to our apartment (Ive been staying at my moms for 2 weeks or so) and fought with kramer yet again about basically anything and everything. He told me he is trying to change and not be so messy and not drink so much. I dont know if I can do this anymore. It's driving me crazy ( Read more... )

I just want you all to know that I think you are so beautiful inside and out. My life is in shambles right now and I think of each of you girls daily. I think of how proud I am of you guys and how happy I am that you are happy or on your way to finding happiness. You really do motivate me to be better. This sounds so silly but I appreciate you more ( Read more... )

I had my toes read Friday night at my mom's school. The first time I ever had it done was a few months back and it left me feeling so positive and affirmed. This time it was while Kramer and I were going through some tough times an I had trouble really understanding what the lady was saying to me. I got super negative because of this and started ( Read more... )

go back and read through you lj posts ( Read more... )

what's the point when we're now keeping private journals from eachother? There are obviously things about us you dont want us to read. So alright. I won't even write anymore. But I still care. Just never enough for you. The way you feel is the way I feel. We aren't as separated as we believe. Maybe one day we'll see it all through. But Im about to ( Read more... )

numbing myself to anyone else telling me they can't make it to the shower. I dont need one more thing to cry about. So Kody, if you for some reason arent able to make it dont worry about my feelings. I honestly can't even bare the fact that you (amanda, diana and kayla) wont be there. I LITERALLY have two of my friends showing up. THE REST?....my ( Read more... )

depressed

with these damn near impossible to control mood swings. I have barely been able to get a grip at all today and it makes me really nervous for the baby shower...I really dont want to be a wreck ( Read more... )