I've been either bitchy or whiny far too much tonight and it didn't hit me till I walked outside why. It's been six years, and I know it never goes away, but tonight it hit me like a ton of bricks again. I miss my dad. I hate so much that there is so much I'll never talk to him about. College, books, how he freaking screwed me up and kind of ( Read more... )

I'm feeling so fucking emo I want to kill myself with a spoon - I'm being that pathetic inside. But never fear, I'm going out with friends and forgeting this day from hell stuck in the house without a car. Some days I should not be left alone with my thoughts.
On the positive side, my room is cleaner than its been all summer.

Note to self: Write about tonights thoughts later - even though you don't want to.

Lately life has been very happy. Today? Not so happy. My phone died (um, it might have gotten a little wet. Like very wet) and I have no numbers now. I'm getting a new phone but puhlease send me your numbers friends ( Read more... )

So distracted.

I'm twelve.
The title of my credit card website (where I make my payments)is "On-line Servicing."
Hehe. Servicing.
Twelve.

Oh my lord, I'm addicted to theknot.com and I blame Raechal! There are some awesome and some absolutely hideous dresses. I'm still laughing about the cowgirl wedding dress and the slut dress. I saved them in the portfolio thingie so you have to go see them all Raech. It's crack, that website is ( Read more... )

So summers going pretty well. I'm working at Tolberts Restaurant and at the Gaylord Texan Hotel. At the hotel I'm working at an exhibit they are hosting on Austin City Limits. It really is a great exhibit. Ann Taylor Loft at G-vine Mills has also called me and asked me to work for them. I really want to for the discount. Hell yeah. Perks for ( Read more... )

Easter break was great. Ex heroin dealers, crazy Jewish grandmothers, fun times with Raech, quality time with the Catie, Sunday at the Langfords... it was all great. Even driving to Kyle,Tx Sunday night was fun - I learned I'm still taller than Aiden (just barely but I don't care ( Read more... )

I'm drunk.
Life is truly great on most fronts. I'm having fun, classes are going well, I love my friends, my new roommate and I get along well.
There's just one front that frustrates the hell out of me. Someday it'll all work out though.