Trying to post while the serotonin is still pumping

Jun 22, 2011 19:37

Just got back from walking and I feel ok. I walked with a friend's mom and she really gave me some loving insight. And it was nice to get another mom's opinion on my mom. Me and her (my mom) actually talked about everything thats been going on today and it felt like a pressure valve being released. I think it was part need to cry and part need ( Read more... )

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bicyclegasoline June 23 2011, 22:27:06 UTC
*hugs* I have peace about what happens after death, but I fear the process of dying. I fear leaving people behind when I die. I fear the loss of people around me dying. I fear for those around me not being in the same place as me after death. I just have a huge fear of losing those I love - I can't watch any TV programmes/films etc which involve death without crying cos I'm so raw to it.

That's not advice, sorry. But I understand. I've also spent several months of my life with death being my only thought, it's horrible.

I hope you find peace soon xx

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aureline_serene June 25 2011, 03:05:46 UTC
Its nice to know that some one else feels the same way (though I'm sorry that you've had as terrible thoughts as I have. Some days are tougher than others. But I'm seeking out counseling and possibly medications because I dont feel that my thoughts are healthy or conducive to living a happy life. Have you ever spoken with a therapist or counselor? Its helped many people that I know.

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