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Well, I am so glad. I finally got the next installment in the series that I am reading. WOO HOO!! Ok, I'm a geek, but it's great. Question..... Why is it that dramatic people always bitch about people with drama? Just wondering. I hear it all the time. Not that I'm saying that I'm not dramatic at times. (HUSH DOUG) It just annoys me when I hear ( Read more... )

I finally got to see my parents today. I really missed them. I haven't seen any of my family since christmas day. It was really bumming me out. Then my dad invted us to go eat something. So we went and, OMG, my dad embarrassed me. The hostess was trying to seat us in the corner and my dad was way against it. So, we finally got to sit somewhere else ( Read more... )

Ok..I called in today. I feel like crap. I am SO fuckin tired! I feel like crap and I hate everyone. I am so tired of feeling like I'm here to entertain people and nothing more. I'm NOT entertaining!!! I'm a BITCH!!!! Plain and simple. People aren't supposed to like me. I'm ugly and not so smart. I just want to disappear. I feel bad saying this but ( Read more... )

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Ok, so that last entry was on the high tide of my red tide. I get kinda huffy when I don't get my way. Don't get me wrong, I love my boyfriend to pieces. I just can't stand not getting a piece when i want it. EWWW, that was so butch of me! So, back to me. We finally finished my department and the visit went fabulous! We are now ranked the NUMBER 1 ( Read more... )

It's odd that I finally realized what I need in my relationship, and how I know that I can't get it. It's a pattern. There is no real pattern here. No amorous patterns. It's almost cold most times. i guess it's because I am hispanic and we tend to be a bit more heated when it comes to emotions. I find myself missing being found attractive by the ( Read more... )

It's gonna be really hard to find messages of self-love and support anywhere, especially in women's and gay men's culture. It's all about how you have to look a certain way, or else you're worthless. You know, when you look in the mirror and think, "Ugh, I'm so ugly, I'm so fat, I'm so old." Don't you know that's not your authentic self? But that ( Read more... )

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