I woke up this morning to my mind screaming at me again, this feeling I have is so different so unpleasently new, I hate it. I woke up and quickly wished I could crawl back into my comfortable dream world where nothing really goes wrong. I tried to shut out my mind by opening the window by my bed and that was when I realized, the birds are gone. ( Read more... )

My mom told me I was predictable. She could see the breakdown before it even happened, but she will never really know. No one will ever really know ( Read more... )

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My birthday is on saturday and I'm totally dreading it ( Read more... )

I have so much to say because I haven't updated in so long but only one thing is on my mind:
YOU FUCKERS THAT VANDALIZED MYYYYYYYYYYYY FUCKING CAR I'M GOING TO HUNT YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU DOWN AND COME AFTER YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU WITH A FUCKING BASEBALL BATTTTTTTTTTTTT! My poor baby acura...your poor left side mirror is hanging on by a wire >sniff< and now I ( Read more... )

Well I really don't have much to say as of latly. I am home once again, not from NY, but rather from a painting retreat- "art rehab". Being away from home and the family was really really nice, except now I have have to deal w/ the bitchyness that one recieves from the parental units after being gone for an extended amount of time. If it wasn't for ( Read more... )

Can you keep a secret ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU ANNA!
helping you has made me feel bettter,
and quite loved!
<3

I just woke up and feel so groggy...And I woke up in the worse way: my sister fucking yelling and running down the hall w/ my mom clomping around in high heels, GACK! I swear...My dream world is better than reality. Last night I had a dream that was similar to one I had just recentally another night. It had to do w/ an icecream shop, and me working ( Read more... )

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