I will still go on with my life, i will be strong, and get into berkeley and not even tell you. Then 7 years down the road (if you are still alive by then) i will pop up out of nowhere and invite you to diner. My house will be a faery realm fit for mab herself and you will say, oh caroline, what did you do with your life, god, become a second ( Read more... )

Dawn
I didn't want to post anything since I am not sure I feel up to writing, but at the same time, something needs to be said. There is something about spring that inspires growth in the most barren of places. The burning heat warms like the dawn our chests, and creates a fervid yearning in our deepest core. Change blossoms like the cherry ( Read more... )

They knew
Two lost birds came to me in my dream last night.
One a raven and one a black dove.
I carried with me the knife of indifference
Making sure they did not make nests in my heart.

i cant breath
help i cant breath
i want to be young again
i want to do sidewards hopping things
oh tashi you could never fully appreciate the sidewards hopping thing

birds

April 25th, 2005 (05:28 pm)


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( DISCLAIMER.....what you are about to read is a post that I held private six years ago, about a certain man that I thought I loved. I'm not sure exactly why of all things I decided to dig this up, considering I have been shifting through every single live journal entry I have made in the last 10 years. Yes, friends, I have had this journal for 10 ( Read more... )

I'm listening to johnny Cash on the radio ( Read more... )

I'm over it. I'm finally over it,

Freedom, how I haven't tasted you for so long. The comfort of slipping into solitude, I can now be influenced by my best intentions, not the intentions of others. And my fear of being alone has after all been unfounded, for I after almost 25 years, do really know whats best for me and can take care of me just fine, if I just let allow myself to be ( Read more... )

“Nothing like a little disaster for sorting things out” ~David Bailey