Oberst-kinda hair day...

[auroragoryalice]

so, Ashley and i finally made up totally. That's good. I hate fighting with people all the time and lately, that's all that's been happening

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[vegachick]

See i told you you'd be okay! I love you girl and you deserve the best. Remember the 3-some lol

Educational 3-somes

[auroragoryalice]

i love you too!!! we NEED to hang out woman!!!

Nate and i hung out all day after i got outta school...*sighs* i'm sooo scared of getting attached to him, Skyler!!! i already am, and i'm scared he's just gonna stop talking to me one day like last time...but i seriously don't think that'll happen this time because we've gotten so close and he admits that he likes me alot and he told me today that he can't wait til i graduate so we can spend more time together...*melts* i'm in love and i'm scared of it. HELP ME!!! i want him to tell me he loves me first...so i'm still waiting. i think he was kinda hinting at it one time...but i'm not sure...we were talking and i told him he was mean (jokingly) and he said, "You love me, admit it" i'm talking to him right now, and i can't help but smile. He makes me feel SOOO happy, i haven't felt this way in a LOOONNNGGG time, if ever. gawd...

[vegachick]

Girl try talking to him about how you feel. Tell him you don't want to get hurt! I don't know if it'll make things better, but it might help get something off your shoulders. He odviously cares for you since he knows that Jade likes you, maybe that's what he was waiting for so he could proceed with his feelings, ya know?! Just be strong, and keep your head up. He'll come around, odviously he already is. So just be strong and remember that your as strong as you want to be. I love you girl! *Kisses*

Jadie-Bug

[auroragoryalice]

that's exactly what i was thinking...that he was waiting to see if Jade would accept me into her life or not. i'm glad she likes me so much, because i love her to death! She's one of those children that have the wild imaginations...just like me when i was little *grins* Yesterday, she was crawling on the floor, pretending to be a kitty, so i played along and petted her as if she were a cat. I used to do the same thing when i was little! lol!!! She's so adorable!!! He knows how much i adore Jade, and knows that i'm not the jealous girlfriend type that'll get mad if he spends time with her, because, COME ON, she's his daughter and she NEEDS her daddy. It's sad, but there are alot of girls out there that are like that, my dad dated one of them...it was fucked up, we hadn't seen our dad in months and then he brought her with him to meet us and she got jealous because he was paying more attention to us then her. I'm glad Jade likes me...REALLY glad.

[vegachick]

Yeah, are u going to try to talk to him about whats going to happen between you 2? It's okay to make sure your not going to get hurt. Does he know that you've had bad luck in the past with relationships?? Don't be shy and think your stupid. Maybe he's wondering the same things, but doesn't want to bring it up. Do you love him? Or are you at that point that you could tell him you do and mean it?! It's okay to look out for yourself!

To love or Not to love?

[auroragoryalice]

i've fallen in love with him, Skyler!!! lol. I'm pretty sure he's got an idea of the bad relationships i've been in. We talk about that shit sometimes; the things that fuck up relationships, but it's always lighthearted talk. I'm kinda scared to talk to him about that seriously though, i don't want to make things too complicated because everything's going so great right now... i want to tell him that i love him, but it's always scary the first time, yah know? I'm afraid he won't say it back, or he'll say it back and not mean it. I'm afraid he'll freak out and start avoiding me. So i'm just gonna wait it out...i'm just gonna wait for the right time to talk to him about it, but for now, i'm just gonna enjoy what we have together.