ok i kno y'all are getting annoyed with me but i go bed soon i just wanted to say i love josh and that he is soo sweet he is doing anything i want today and friday afternoon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i soooooooo happy i go bowling
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josh came over at 12:40 after he got let off work and stayed until around 2:00 i was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy i cant even discribe
FUCK YOU ALL i had it all down i only showed my heart to josh anyone else just saw the fake me. i had it perfect then it all melted away and i kno i will be royaly fucked for it.... wearing your heart on your sleeve is a bad thing...
well my ife officaly sucks. i just dont think i got what it takes anymore everything bugs me about everything and no i am not pms'ing i got over that a week ago. i just dont kno i need my hugs and kisses
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the sorrows that fill my mind, though i smile give me the haunting feeling i am returning to my old self leave me to die in anger and rage leave me to die with pills and depression dont try to fix me NOTHINGS THE MATTER i tell you all I'M JUST FINE then i go to suffer and die.