with only one life to live ( Read more... )

TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY. Fuck ya. k bye

Atra gulai un ilian tauthr ono un atra ono waise skolir fra' rathr. if u really want to know what that means just let me know.

today was great. sorry shane. band sucked, i found out a couple of days ago that i am supposed to be getting surgery on my shoulder on my birthday, which is next wednesday. Oh joy, another year of confusion and drama. its getting better tho. THIS SUCKS!-Powder Puff got canceled! i was ready to kick some ass too! damn rain. i hope they re schedule ( Read more... )

Ok, Friday had to of been one of the best but worst days of my life. first i get stabbed in the back by my best friend. then i get stabbed in the back a second time today. You guys fucking lied to my face. the only person that i know that i can truly trust now is myself and Chrissy. Shane, you need to realize who your real friends are, and if im ( Read more... )

All i can say is that Perry needs to get away from me...just go.
STOP PLAYING MY FRIKIN DRUMS!!! gett off em! k bye

yesterday i went out with chrissy and had a wonderful time ( Read more... )

today was off. and i mean way off. i had no clue what was going on. its like i was dreaming with in a dream, but lying awake just to find a spark in my eyes to make me consious again. it was definately weird. mr. ashe said Mmkay 52 and 1/2 times today but was cut off on the last one because the phone rang. he said "Literally" 21 times, and "If you ( Read more... )

i almost died tonight. after i wrote my last journal entry i went to get my mom some "pain reliever", ice cream, and some root beer because she isnt feeling well. i got stopped by a train; that was my first hint. i have to go the back way to food lion because there was a car accident on 460; there was my second. i turned on the radio and put in my ( Read more... )

sing me a song of bitter consent

a song with no heart

with letters of pen

and notes of paper

i need your eyes

to look upon

the meaning i write

i need your mouth

to say the words

that have striken me within

the sounds of hatred

that one should know

the people who do this

my expressions will show

my anger, my thoughts,

my loathing within,

my ( Read more... )