A year and another half between posts. So much has happened and I haven't felt the need to write it down. I tried to write some comments in a notebook while traversing this north american continent, i made about a half a sentence before that went by the wayside. something about sitting in the most beautiful death valley desert scene. I guess it ( Read more... )

I've officially entered hard times. Bad times. Recession? I have no clue but I only eat once a day now. I haven't had a job since new zealand. A few freelance gigs but nothing major. Man, I really wish I could talk to my family for some help ( Read more... )

because i've had some people other then myself to talk to ( Read more... )

I found a fucking place. Not too expensive. california. Kinda far from the city but in a beautiful spot. Maybe have a few jobs lined up. I've got my credit card i guess too, so that's cool. Hopefully my census job will transfer.

i dunno. I'm gonna take a chance, and make it work.

Gonna do it to it.

west coast.

:)

I leave a lot to be desired.

Back to the ol' USA i go. next sunday i'm flyin' outta here. Once again everything's turned and flipped upside down. got a grandmother's house to go to, and some friends to say hi to. and then, after I've touched base with those who I tend to touch base with most often, I'm back to square one ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here in aro valley. today has been an interesting day.

hung out with blair. the first kiwi i met on my trip here. he's so epic. took me to the flyin' fox and other shit. it was amazing. christmas rocked. we drank rum and had merry times. i loved it ( Read more... )

thanksgiving in new zealand proved to be another fun night ( Read more... )

i know a lot of people.

but never have anyone to talk to. like, just talk to for a long time.

anna and i had a conversation a while back. all of a sudden it was four am. i miss that.

who knows when i'll meet that person to talk to.

meh. i feel like the ugly duckling, wandering the world trying to find my place. nothing quite fits.