Im suprised Im not used to it yet. Its just hurts worse every fucking time. this is why I dont get my hopes up. Because I always fail. I fucking suck. I wish someone would just kill me. It would solve everything

im so unbelievably pissed right now. fucking mother fucker I hate you all. fhjkg ajdsgfjdsagjdha

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I cannot stay here, I cannot leave

Just like all I loved, I make believe

Imagine hard, I disappear, seems

No one will appear, here and make me real

Just tell nemo u couldnt find him cause u were out gettin stoned...he'll understand
-Nemo:: my anti drug

hehe I saw that and it made me laugh. really hard.

Looks like he wont be home

I think I am one of the luckiest people on earth right now. Well no not really. But I love my friends and I am the happiest I have ever been, and its because of them ( Read more... )

Hush, my darling
Don't you cry
Quiet, angel
Forget their lies

I hate my fucking dad. He is one of the few people who can make me feel like complete shit. He talks to me like im the dumbest thing on earth and makes me feel like im fucking fat and i wont go anywhere in life. I HATE MY DAD ( Read more... )

Ok ok. I come home.. its 11 at ngiht. No one is home. Nada zip zero people in my house. Its me myself and my dog. lol. Nah its just kinda scary considering the weather is mad outside and im home alone with a dog cowering underneath my feet. Great protection huh!? Anyway, i dont like working till 11. Me and mary lou sat and played cards the whole ( Read more... )