OMG Alex is 20.... The world is going to end.

My new job is pretty cool... Makes the time go by really fast. Really. I'm glad it does. I don't have to sit and stare at the clock for hours waiting for each break and then time to go home ( Read more... )

Every time I look at, touch, or think about food, I feel like I'm going to throw up. I have a headache coming on now as well, god I hate this. But, still don't feel like I could sleep.... I probably could if I tried... But Trying is just something I don't think I can do right now. I'm way to restless, and with all the shit going through my head, I ( Read more... )

Cancer (June 21 - Jul 22)

If you are satisfied with your life now, then you will be easier to get along with. Even if you have been wounded in love, this is a time when you can move past the pain of your own past. Letting go, though, can sometimes require forgiving someone else first. But you cannot stop there; you must also forgive yourself.

I called Conny. I feel slightly better.

( Long post. Mainly me thinking on paper, computer screen, whatever. )

Yeah. I'm sitting at home... Not much to do... So I guess I'll post! Cool. First off, happy valentines day. I'm gonna spend this valentines day (since it is a Wednesday! And a Wednesday that I don't have something else that I have to do.) with great friends, and with Adam. I feel really bad... I kind of feel like I've been neglectful of my friends ( Read more... )

I feel like I've lost it... The only problem is I don't know exactly what it is. Its really irritating... I'm depressed for no reason at all. Again. When Adam gets benefits out at Dakota Creek he's going to look into putting me on there as well. Perhaps I'll finally be able to get onto some sort of anti-depressants that actually work... Or perhaps ( Read more... )

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!

I just wanted everyone to know that. I'm feeling very protective of him right now for some reason...

Apparently, though, he got jealous at work the other day because for some off the wall reason he was thinking of me with another girl.... He didn't really think I was with another girl... But somehow he did... But I was at ( Read more... )

15 months and he didn't even look up as I walked out the door. I don't understand how this got turned around on me. All I did was voice the fact that I wasn't happy with certain things. He somehow turned it around and made me feel guilty for not being happy ( Read more... )