I've almost been up for twenty-four hours straight and I worked an eight hour shift standing the entire time with one fifteen minute break and only one cup of coffee to fuel me about fourteen hours ago, and with one cooler to try and put me to sleep along with one anti-anxiety pill and one lame-ass movie, plus a thirty minute bitching ab workout ( Read more... )

Hmm.
It begins. 
This break is either going to kill me or make me stronger.

Savage Garden and Christmas lights and shopping and curry and baking and clean kitchen ( Read more... )

Ok ok ok ok ok ok okaaaaayyyyy.
I give.
I will accept that the universe says no, and try try try to work with it instead of against it starting now.
No matter how much I hate it.

And I hate it so much.

I miss sitting on swing chairs in the summer, literally swinging life away in backyards.  Shit son.

So I'm now starting to get "good morning" texts from a boy I barely know, yet the guy who allegedly wants to be my boyfriend isn't sending me "important conversation" text responses because .I.can.always.just.wait.  Wait wait wait wait wait.  Hell, out of almost two full years I have only managed to get 5 "important conversation" phone calls for ( Read more... )

Vicki and I are gonna go splitsies on a fireplace dvd.  For Christmas.  Fuuuunsieeeees ( Read more... )

Maybe I will bite the bullet and meet a boy who has been bugging me for weeks now after only seeing me once for 10 minutes and is cute. 
Maybe out of the comfort zone is what I need.
Maybe I need to be somewhere else also.  Someone take me somewhere crazy...

I don't blame you for walking away.

I probably won't wake up for any of my classes this week.  Maybe I'll even learn to sleep through until bedtime.
This is soooo not okay.

MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!