21,

[autobars]

I have stopped living for the moment. I have stopped living for tomorrow. I live for the years which I may never get to experience. I keep myself busy so that every night, when I wait for sleep to come, I'm too tired to think about my emotional well-being. I think about people, ideas, books, films. I'm a danger to myself when I have a mind that's '

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[geophysics]

i am afraid that i know exactly what you mean.

[_bricoleur]

i haven't been able to sleep for the last decade. i am trying to go outside and tire myself on everything (or everyone) that is worth more than one more day. when i wait for sleep to come, i want people to knock over my door and drag me onto the streets, into their lives.