Before I start, this is more to MCC people. My apologies if I have seemed grumpy lately. When I have something on my mind, I focus on it, and wish to drown out all around me, and get easily aggitated, or unresponsive when this isnt working for me. This is a difficult situation when I have made a name for myself by listening to others and working ( Read more... )

Im sure there are a few people on the other side of this computer screen, who are familiar with the idea of parental conflict (I think it's mostly from Freud, I may be mistaken). So here it is, I cannot connect on any emotional level with my father, only intellectually, and I have all the opportunity in the world to connect with my mother ( Read more... )

For those of you with any sense of doubt, and despite the fact that I am a godless commie/hippie liberal, I do believe in God ( Read more... )

I came across a site that had on it old WW2 and pre-WW2 German propaganda. Part of it, was a visual presentation of "The Hitler No one Knows". (Do not be concerned that I am turning into any kind of anti-semite my jewish friends, I view this merely as a student of history ( Read more... )

"The Widow"

http://www.themarsvolta.com/ecard/

I don't know what it is, that we as human beings are subject to efforts of personal change around this time of year. I am quite curious as to why that is? Is it because we feel now that a new year has passed, we are one step closer to our death. Are we that scared of dying? Are we that scared of dying, and having lived an unfullfilled life? Perhaps ( Read more... )

At the end of this holiday season, how different will things be ( Read more... )

Not only do I not know, but now im not sure I ever will. Oh well. I am at a point where I have exhausted all mental energy, so any further thought about anything is pointless on my part ( Read more... )

I am now the owner of LOTR Return of the King Extended Edition. I must gather everyone that I know now, and watch all of them back to back. It is my quest.

Im in love.

And what am I going to do about it?

Let the guessing games begin