There are a lot of big parallels right now between this current time and that of spring and summer of 2009. As before, I have horrible carpal/cubital tunnel issues. I am also crippled by the prospect of my inadequacy, a daily mental horrorshow dealing in self-loathing and rhetorical questions as to the value of life. In the prior time, I was coming ( Read more... )

Granted we were both pretty inebriated, but I had a fantastic time playing music the other night with a friend of mine. I was massively inspired at some points, despite the skewed perceptions. I think the peak, for me was when my buddy, who I'll refer to as "Werner," insisted that he practice a Debussy piece on his keyboard. It was part of his ( Read more... )

At this point in time, I'm trying to get my certificate to be an environmental inspector for the toilet otherwise referred to as New Jersey U.S.A. Part of this process demands that I sit in a room for 7 and a half hours, listening to various well-dressed professionals, all of whom are required to pack vast quantities of information into the ( Read more... )

Once you're having a get out of school crisis, you start thinking about alternative ways to make a living. Recently, I've come to ruminate on one particular scheme that takes advantage of the Internet. I'm trying to better understanding of brain-computer-interface, but I've got too much schoolwork to do right now so I've not yet read enough on the ( Read more... )

Like I usually say, I've got way too much other shit I should be doing ( Read more... )

for those of you who've read this journal for 5+ years, if you could see me seated at this table right now with the food sitting beside me you would probably take one glance at that food and think to yourself 'That is something his dad would eat.' And it is. And I am probably emulating his life to some degree, I mean seeing as we're made out of the ( Read more... )

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I am surprised I'm even doing this right now. Goddamn it, I was supposed to update my tumblr in order to be a productive freelance artist, promoting my work and what have you. Trouble is, I have been using this semi-private German internet browser as of late, and it doesn't agree with certain websites for reasons beyond my limited understanding. So ( Read more... )

Something has changed, or shifted lately..in terms of my perception ( Read more... )

The Week I Ruined My Shoes

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