Kinda been a long while since i posted. Weather is nice today.

First exams are today and they will last for a little less than two weeks. I hope i get good enough grades but I have been feeling a significant amount of pressure. I'm not sure if ts just me (probably is) or everything is getting a little bit harder, on top of the obligatory increase in ( Read more... )

"Crack The Shutters"

You cool your bedwarm hands down
On the broken radiator

When you lay them freezing on me
I mumble can you wake me later

But I don't really want you to stop
And you know it so it doesn't stop you

You run your hands from my neck
To my chest

Crack the shutters open wide
I want to bathe you in the light of day

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i went to the factory today with my grandparents to help watch after my grand dad while my grand ma ran errands at footscray. they're gonna sell the factory soon. but its got so much potential for a photoshoot i'll have to do one before and after they clear everything. if its possible.

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washing over my marrow, a sea of dark, dark green
its sqeezing and tighenting
a bout of dyspnea, a seige of breathlessness
i get palpitations and my eyebrows furrow,
towards the center.

i am thinking about your functioning.
it rips at my hypothalamus

i hope im not losing, not losing...

but some times i am jaded of the chase
because somehow i know,
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Day one of the Preparation began yesterday.

colder days are always a sign of hermiting, if thats a word..

Day three wasn't too bad. i realised that if i went to bed early, i would have a harder time waking up. hows that for going to bed early huhhh??

so many things has happened and i think i should blog more. i cant even remember the last time i did.

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oh yeah. i forgot to record it down (although every prolly already knows) that i went blonde....for a bit. haha


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