MY SUMMER


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I refuse to talk about work. I dwell on that bullshit far too much to let it leak into THIS as well.

SO.

I have become consumed with watching documentaries in the afternoons. That, and crying to myself in my bed. This afternoon I watched The Wild Parrots of Telegraph Hill and cried my eyes out. It was kind of nice. Playing Ramoli in Stacey's trailer ( Read more... )

I envy people who are so tuned into everything... I feel unbeleivably oblivious to everything around me. I think this may hinder my creativity, my ability to observe and remember and give a shit. Wake up, call Tom, stay on the computer for endless hours, sleep.

Everyday when I wake up I feel hungover and sore. My right knee feels swollen and ( Read more... )

I'm saving this for memorys sake:

This was written by David :

Jamie - Where was i without being your friend.
We are so much alike, and even though we met for a reason thats kinda retarded now.I'd do it all over.
Haha we seem to have fun weather were wacthing tv shows [like the oc, rip marissa], drinking, or just listening to music in your room.
i'm ( Read more... )

Work was great today, concidering the fact that I was expecting the entire TOWN to be whoring out the coffee. It wasn't nearly as crazy as I thought it would be.  Lots of the crazy bitches that get coffee there didn't show. So that was a plus.  Thomas came by before his shift and gave me purple lillies! The only downside was that my dad forgot ( Read more... )

So I got drunk for the first time in a very long time.  I've drank within lately, but yesterday was the first time I've been drunk in who knows how long ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going to vomit. I seriously do.

On a lighter note; five days left of class. Five days remaining of my sentence.

I feel like a squid in a sea of rainbow coral. What the fuck do I do? And what am I? I'll rebound by squirting ink out my ass. "I am what I am today".

This summer will be a time of shredding my security blanket. (But not ( Read more... )

As I haven't posted in some amount of time I decided tonight being half-awake is the best time. I have to wake up in six hours to go to some hick town to look at harleys with my dad which I am actually looking forward to.
Sometimes I just like to write about nothing.

Very little is neww.. I am in some sort of content state. The art has been flowing ( Read more... )

History always repeats itself
yet every time it takes me by suprise.

SO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO MAKE SYNTHETIC DREAD EXTENTION THINGGSS. So I've been standing over a steaming kettle for like 5 hours in the last few days. Yeah I dont care what ANYONE says I just want to see how I look with them / be super cool and "with it" / etc. My plan is mostly black, to match natural hair color, with some light blonde and blonde/ ( Read more... )