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everywhere a judas, as far as you can see
thank goodness for music. sometimes the only thing that will make me feel better is something loud and obscure. i think i need a gutteral yelp of some sort to physically release what is mentally pent up, and when i can't do that, second best is listening to someone else do it.
i sink into boys for pele on days like these, and wonder what it was ( Read more... ) -
twitterville
a minor soapbox of annoyance at the internet; please note, this is not directed at anyone in particular. i too fall victim of this from time to time, even though i try to avoid it.
i'm the first one to sing the praises of the internet. yes, it's one of my bffs. never has it been so easy to stalk my geeky obsessions and wallow in the inane ( Read more... ) -
i'll save myself this time
i'm playing so much close to the chest these days. it's so strange - i'm not used to not being able to use this platform as my way of expressing what i'm dealing with and figuring things out by sharing. but i find myself in an entirely new universe now. the difference is astonishing - somewhere things switched, and i'm dealing with issues so ( Read more... ) -
give me these moments back
i just received an e-mail containing some details regarding our ten year high school reunion. i’m one of those dorks who’s actually really excited to go to this, probably because other than all math classes and any gym activity beyond floor hockey, archery or badminton, i loved the heck out of high school. it didn’t start out all wine and roses, ( Read more... ) -
hope springs eternal
there's a bit of a stand-off going on in my front yard.
my thundercloud plum tree is approaching its second blooming season on our property. today i examined its branches and it has the absolute tiniest, baby buds emerging. across the street the lawns still have inches of snow. it's like i can almost hear the two sides fighting with one another: ( Read more... ) -
don't know exactly where i'm aiming
and so it's dinner alone again tonight. i don't have any qualms with eating by myself; in fact, it's a rather nice thing to do when you live with someone who has starkly different tastes than you do and therefore you don't get to eat many of the things you like all that often. i just hate the last minute surprise (see my INFJ description below ( Read more... ) -
i n f j
heather and i discussed the myers-briggs type indicator workshop she took recently. we determined that this is me:
INFJ (introverted, intuitive, feeling, judging):
"INFJs place great importance on havings things orderly and systematic in their outer world. They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and ( Read more... ) -
what you stole i would have given freely
it's not hard to admit that i've been lacking inspiration lately - a journal of all places makes that pretty evident. today, however, i was struck with it.
i was in a musical rut, sick of listening to the same cds in my car. i brought out my iphone and decided to listen to american doll posse for the first time in months. all of the stunners ( Read more... )
