"..sadness is beautiful but lonlieness is tragical so help me, i cant win this war.."

[autumn_romance]

well, my uncle leaves tomorrow for Iraq. and when he comes home, I will be graduated and out of highschool. it's sort of hard to see myself then, if i'll be more grown up, what have gone one while he was gone, how big his children have gotten. it's really, really hard. we're all growing up so fast, and no one ever lives as they want to. as a child

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[shimmersatnight]

"michael is getting surgery for his adnoids, so that's another one"

oh...you weren't compulsive lieing....

:-/ *feels like a big jerk*

But yeah, I really wish I believed in something. But I'm such a realist and I hate it. I wish I was a dreamer....fuck, I need to go write an entry about this. Lol

<33333Dinker Doo

[autumn_romance]

way to go kate. but yeah, i wasn't lying. i had told you that, well maybe it was ashley i told last month or so. yeah, thinking a lot pisses me off. and ruins my way of life.
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[xseasonschangex]

Isn't wonderful to belive in something,
hell even santa clause and the easter bunny the tooth fairy.
It would be amazing to just be able to go back to that naive sence.

Maybe one day erica we'll drive to dc in december just to sit on santa's lap.

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[autumn_romance]

:] i think half of the spirit of christmas is seeing the children so naive to the fact that they think there is a jolly fat ass man in a suit who eats all motherfucking day. once you stop believing, half of your spirit for christmas is gone.
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[shimmersatnight]

It's true.

I mean...who doesn't love a fat man who only works once a year?

[autumn_romance]

ppl who don't celebrate christmas such as african americans and jews.