So, yesterday, my computer died. Taking with it over 800 pictures that ment more than SO much to me. My life in Hawaii, my beautiful friends.. everything. I am sadder than you could possibly imagine ( Read more... )

A beautiful, amazing, darling, caring, incredible soul of a boy wrote this to me once: "you are like a rose to me sasha... so fragile in so many ways, to much attention and you get burned... too little and you whither away... yet when taken great care of... can blosoom into the most beautiful thing in the world... a rose is never forgotten... and ( Read more... )

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

..and all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throw aways..

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Wow. You know what I'm joshin' for right now? A kiss. A long, passionate, intense amazing kiss.

ME AND YOU SHOULD KISS RIGHT NOW.

I'm off to go buy tequillla. :)

Sigh.

Watch The Triplets of Belleville. Amazing movie.

Sigh. WHY DOES 'THIS' HAVE TO BE SO FRUSTRATING?!

Wow. I wish tonight had been a good night. I wanted the Three Penny cast party to be amazing, and instead, it was me, wallowing in my soberness and eventually leaving. I have never been one to be hung up one somthing/someone as much I am right now. Never. And it's making me feel weak and useless and stupid. I guess I'm used to getting what I ( Read more... )

So here I am, once again, using livejournal as an outlet for my restless mind and unsettling thoughts. This weekend has been nothing but a constant slant downhill. I'm usually optomistic, but not right now. Maybe I'm being silly, but sometimes if feels so good to feel so.. bad? So, in a lack for words, here are lyrics of many a song that play ( Read more... )

I need more. I feel like I'm sinking into a routine, and that's not who I am.

Sometimes I feel like I hide under my smiles. How eloquent, huh?

You. You're reading this, and you're what I need. You have no idea who you are, but I do.