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[autumnsashes]

..My stomach just turned and my heart dropped..

..i wish i could hate you foreverSchool was normal. I felt sick all day. I felt really weak and sad. Today is September 11. We watched a Documentary today in U.S History about a guy who caught some of it on tape. He was in the building. In this one scene you could hear really loud thumps. My

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[pal]

aw that seems like a really sad movie :\ iduno if i woulda been able to sit there and watch it

btw i hope you feel better cause i know what you mean about all this:I hate feeling down. I hate feeling second best. I hate feeling like I'm not the only one. I hate girls. I hate so many people and things.

i feel the SAME WAY exactly
i'm sorr you feel like that too, it's horrible :| <3 much

[autumnsashes]

It was sad.. but interesting to watch. We are continuing to
watch it in U.S History tomorrow..

I hate feeling that way. Espically when you try to talk to
someone you think you "LOVE" starts bitching you out and telling
you to fuck off and just completly treats you like shit whenever
your down. Just adds to it. It's great he does this to me. I
know he'll read this and if he does.. thank alot.

But thank YOU for your comment <3 I shall feel better soon I
just need to vent to someone who will listen to me and let me
feel and act as I want. <3

xox

Re: random commenter.

[autumnsashes]

nothing you need to know..

raise high monolithic, statues so fragile as they fall

[myxcrystalxrags]

i believe i saw that video a year ago. it was just plain shoking to watch. the thuds of the bodys. i recently went to the 911 site and i was even more shocked. it was one big crater. there are still buildings covered in plastic. they made it like a fucking walk around tour thing. all those people are still buried and there gonna make another building. its a graveyard.

Re: raise high monolithic, statues so fragile as they fall

[autumnsashes]

it is very shocking.. and very upsetting.. I felt like crying durning some parts..
my stomach turned when he said there were people outside on fire.
it's really aweful. I would like to go down to NYC and see how everything is.
I'm just overwhelmed right now.. it makes me sick to my stomach..

p.s- on alittle side note i saw you today.. your so cute <3

xox

Re: raise high monolithic, statues so fragile as they fall

[myxcrystalxrags]

thanks sicka!

i took pictures. there not great but ill post them here in a little. you would be surprised at how much they still need to do. its crazy.

[violette]

wow i would think teachers wouldn't show things like that to the class unless it was a voluntary thing. i remember people getting irked by 'deer hunter' in my visual analysis class, and that's a movie.

[autumnsashes]

He's a very strict teacher. And he's part of the army. He asked our class if they minded watching it..
Everyone was interested. I wouldn't think a teacher would show it either but he did.
It's really emotional.. I'm surprised no one got overwhelmed with it..

xox

[violette]

i guess it's also different for me to imagine it being shown since i was here when it happened and my school is here.